Songs i imagine hearing at my wedding :]

Alicia Keys: If i aint got you
Ginuwine: differences

Think about it. Is love ever equal?

One always cares more, don't they?
Someone brought the idea to my mind.

Alicia Keys, Musiq Soulchild, Marques Houston, Amy Winehouse.

You made my night.

I miss family vacations. Looking through peoples' vacations photos looked fun.

now we're old. haha.

Getting better at this whole "don't count on people as much anymore"

Ill keep to myself again, thank you very much.
I don't want to tell you, you, or you, anything anymore.
If i do, that's when i'll be comfortable, i guess. but it doesnt really matter as much.
It's my business.
Keep going on.
Doing my own thing. Continue to live my life. 

Lately been talking to people and theyre feeling the same way.

Same, repetitive, boring cycle and it keeps revolving and revolving.
need something new and different to spice up lifestyles.
people get bored staying at home in summer, ykno.

Who keeps asking me about her?

SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP.

I swear if youre hella messing. i wanna sock your face. stupid shit.

today i established in my mind: NEVER w/you.

i give chances. but with you, never.

Sad.

People move on.

And no one wants to stay.

A summer night to me is:

When i come across a night where i stay up til 5 in the morning, not knowing what to do after the day has passed by. and im on the computer for hours editing something. or going through pictures. and i watched tons of movies in the day on the bomb ass movie channel like stars or hbo. or when i go outside in the backyard to play with the younger kids. or when i go around with the aunts or parents to do errands cuz im bored. or when were all sitting on the patio and im listening to the adults talk in Vietnamese of past stories that are interesting and funny. when im sitting outside just gazing at the stars. :]]] where i talk to friends on the phone til sunrise. when im on aim doing nothing but chatrooming with my buds talking about nonsense. haha. where im laying in bed watching youtubes of choreography and people dancing. when im cleaning my room at 2 in the morning cuz im so bored blasting my music and singing so its somewhat fun. lawl.

reminiscent.

How did i know?

Spotted it right on.

What if someone was so against the thing you were doing? That you heard everyone tell you it's wrong. But what if it was something that made you happy?

What do people choose?

Maybe it's time to clean out all the old things.

Yuppp.

"Why are you always paranoid?"

Maybe cuz one thing can lead to the next
maybe because of the way people act all of a sudden and change habits
maybe because of an experience that happened
maybe cuz people cant be trusted
maybe because people tend to be all about themselves
maybe cuz ive been there before and i dont wanna go there again


cant let my paranoia get out of hand though. i need to stop.

"The way I feel for you will always be the same, just as long as your love don't change."

-Musiq Soulchild

Jealousy is an ugly thing.

I fucking HATE having something to worry about.

I FEEL SO SHITTY RIGHT NOW.

Ugh. Sometimes I wish there was never such thing as "worry."

SNIP SNIP.

To the people I don't need in my life.

"For better or for worst, I still will choose you first."

I love that quote.

Musiq Soulchild mayn.

Music, I never have a problem with you.

In the mood of: "I hate everyone."

Even though I really don't mean it.

Maybe I should be alone in this world.

People mention that no one deserves to be alone.



But then why do people keep choosing that option? Why do people choose to be selfish, do things for themselves, neglect people, forget to care about others?

Why?

My issues and all my shit keeps getting repetitive.

This needs to stop and change. Reading through stuff it'll probably say the same thing:

-want adventure
-miss people/groups
-lonely/alone
-hate everyone, music is the only thing that helps
-etc.

something along the lines of that.
fucking change this shit, jenny.