Why change something when it's going good?

:|

I cant believe its come to this, but

i think we wont be in each other lives anymore.

youre just simply hanging out with other friends and you seem happy
but you dont even bother to make the effort with me and the other anymore.

you moved on.

i mean im still here. but things just changed. [as always...]

and besides ur fucking hella moody too much.
so i guess you could say, the patience is done.


stop being a jerk, asshole.

i still want you to be one of my good friends.
but i think you just simply moved on.

and i guess im not dropping you. its just...ill see you when i see you.
unfortunately...

blah.


oh hey, dont use people...

Shit. my phone's acting up. buttons dont work sometimes. mannn i always break electronic things.

Do you pay attention?

Man i'm up hella late. its almost 5 in the morning. yet theres no one on to stay up with. dang oh well.

There's just something about music that makes me feel so good inside.

With each song that's played and im able to sing the lyrics...
in my mind, tonnnnssss of flashbacks play through my mind.

cuz shit, today, isaiah played "cater to you" by passion.

and i was likeeeee shittt. hahha that was sophomore year. back when it was the trio, me, melv, and taylor.

damn..nostalgia gets to me ALL the time.
it makes me think like damn. what a good time.
i wanna feel that way again.

ionno. i just like to look back on memories a lot. i get a smile whenever its a really good one.

we did hella shit when we were younger. why arent we now? when we have more possibilities and opportunities? are we just getting old? have we learned to forget each other time? we dont always need to be independent.

but yeah.

Coincidences make me smile :D

I think when you have time to just sit down and THINK, that's when it can get a little too crazy.

i see that in myself and in other people.

I just want a REALLY GOOD NICE conversation via voice/phone or aim.

people just dont talk besides small talk these days anymore.


see i cant even verbalize these thoughts to anyone.

no ones listening. i gotta type em down.

blahhhhhhh. okay im done. i dont wanna post nemore.

I love the way slowjams makes me feel. I like thinking about you, and the way THAT makes me feel. i love that warm feeling i get in my body.

i dont want to push you away.

i care.
you can trust me.
im here.
<3
you know.