People move on.

And no one wants to stay.

A summer night to me is:

When i come across a night where i stay up til 5 in the morning, not knowing what to do after the day has passed by. and im on the computer for hours editing something. or going through pictures. and i watched tons of movies in the day on the bomb ass movie channel like stars or hbo. or when i go outside in the backyard to play with the younger kids. or when i go around with the aunts or parents to do errands cuz im bored. or when were all sitting on the patio and im listening to the adults talk in Vietnamese of past stories that are interesting and funny. when im sitting outside just gazing at the stars. :]]] where i talk to friends on the phone til sunrise. when im on aim doing nothing but chatrooming with my buds talking about nonsense. haha. where im laying in bed watching youtubes of choreography and people dancing. when im cleaning my room at 2 in the morning cuz im so bored blasting my music and singing so its somewhat fun. lawl.

reminiscent.

How did i know?

Spotted it right on.

What if someone was so against the thing you were doing? That you heard everyone tell you it's wrong. But what if it was something that made you happy?

What do people choose?

Maybe it's time to clean out all the old things.

Yuppp.

"Why are you always paranoid?"

Maybe cuz one thing can lead to the next
maybe because of the way people act all of a sudden and change habits
maybe because of an experience that happened
maybe cuz people cant be trusted
maybe because people tend to be all about themselves
maybe cuz ive been there before and i dont wanna go there again


cant let my paranoia get out of hand though. i need to stop.

"The way I feel for you will always be the same, just as long as your love don't change."

-Musiq Soulchild

Jealousy is an ugly thing.

I fucking HATE having something to worry about.

I FEEL SO SHITTY RIGHT NOW.