I hate choosing homework over spending quality time with my little cousins.

Because quality time is what they're gonna remember when they grow up.
But no they're gonna remember that i rejected them to do my stinking homework.
There's this guilty feeling i get.
But then again, studies are important.
But still. I don't like choosing.
It's hard to be in a position where i have to choose between my boyfriend and friends too.

shit.

Sometimes i just don't know how to put myself first.